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I'm going insane again

As I write this I'm fixing some last-minute shit with the spaceship. My computer is currently crashing while trying to combine about 36,000 vertices into one object because I messed up the materials at some point. I don't even know anymore I'm just tired.

This all happened because I wanted to add a little thruster trail behind the thingamabob and realized the solar panels were transparent. I don't know what happened or why but I solved it to the best of my ability, which is saying very little.

If this fixes it I'm going to re-add the trail; if that ruins it again then I will say [F-WORD] the trail and leave it out. And then I will begin to sob profusely. I hate this project.

I want to graduate. Now.

I fixed it. The solar panel texture is stretched out for some reason but I don't give a shit about that. I have many, many words that describe how I feel about Blender, but I will keep them to myself. On the bright side it only takes four seconds to render a frame for the spaceship, meaning I won't have to pay some render farm for that. Hooray.

I'm gonna get all the rendering done tonight so that I can just finish editing tomorrow; hopefully before I film my CCR tomorrow night.

It's possible that I don't blog about any of the editing process. If I do, hooray! If not, I probably took a well-deserved nap.

uhhhhh what else

I don't [F-WORD]ing know. I'm sick of school. I'm sick of this project. I'm sick of sick.